iTS 6:18 AM

iT CAN BE VERY iRRiTATiNG KNOWiNG HOW CLOSE MY FAMiLY iS & THAT THEY REALLY DON’T KNOW ME

iTS EVEN MORE iRRiTATiNG TO HAVE “FRiENDS” WHO THiNK THEY KNOW ME & CAN ALWAYS LEND SOME TYPE OF ADViCE ON WHAT i CAN DO BUT WHEN i ACTUALLY NEED THEM THEY CAN’T LEND SHiT, NOT EVEN AN EAR

EVERYBODY PAYS TOO MUCH ATTENTiON TO WHAT YOU SEE WiTHOUT CONSiDERiNG WHAT YOU WiLL GET SO WHY WOULD i CALL THEM “FRiENDS”? … BEATS THE HECK OUTTA ME. iF ANYTHiNG, YOU PEOPLE SHOULD KNOW MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE…

SO APPARENTLY STEFANiE BECAME THiS PRiDEFUL iNDiViDUAL SOMEWHERE ALONG THE LiNE WHERE iT BECAME ACCEPTABLE TO KiSS ASS… NOT GONNA HAPPEN…. BEiNG HUMBLE & PRiDEFUL ARE DiFFERENT… AM i WRONG? LAST i CHECKED THEY WERE OPPOSiTE…. (UNLESS i DON’T KNOW WHAT OPPOSiTE MEANS ANYMORE)

iTS A HELL OF A FEELiNG TO GO THROUGH LiFE ALONE

RANDOM THOUGHT: MAYBE i SHOULD BE FiNDiNG SOMEONE ELSE TO GO WiTH ME B/C i’LL BE DAMNED iF YOU STAND ME UP B/C YOU GOT SO MUCH SHiT TO DO… GOT 3 WEEKS TO THiNK ON THiS … 😏

iTS MY LiTTLE SiSTERS BDAY TODAY… SHE WiLL BE 10… TiME FLiES

LiKE i ALWAYS SAY, YOU MAKE TiME FOR PEOPLE THAT YOU WANT TO BE AROUND… i GET iT, i JUST HAVE TO GET USED TO iT COMiNG FROM YOU

TiME iS MORE iMPORTANT THAN MONEY, ON ANY DAY… i’M SURE YOU’RE GONNA READ THiS, SO DO YOU GET WHERE i AM GOiNG WiTH iT… ENOUGH SAiD

AND i’M NOT FUCKiNG DEPRESSED OR HAViNG AN EPiSODE SiNCE YOU ALWAYS TRY TO MAKE iT SEEM LiKE i AM SOME CRAZY BiTCH SiNCE YOU “KNOW” ME SO WELL

iTS 6:48 AM NOW…

i AM ABOUT TO TAKE A NAP FOR 30 MiNS & TAKE A WALK WHEN i GET UP

YOU GOT WHAT YOU NEEDED, LET’S SEE HOW LONG THiS WiLL LAST………….

JiLL iS DOiNG iT FOR ME RiGHT NOW……….

FEELiNG LiKE SHiT

WiTH EVERTHiNG ELSE ON MY MiND, THiS SURE DOESN’T HELP